It’s soft. slow. steady.
It’s Hot. Heavy. Heart-shattering.
I tried to expect
nothing
I tried not to hope for
anything
She gave me
Everything
that I wasn’t supposed to be
hoping for
More.
I do not want
more than
that Moment
I do not need
more
She gave me
More.
Her warmth
pressed against me
filling me
with an Unknown Feeling
My senses overload
my heart is ready to explode
from nerves
from excitement
from fear
from Fear.
Fear that I will hurt her
Fear that I will do something wrong
Fear that I am not enough
Fear that she deserves more than me
Her eyes
swallow me whole
recover my soul
Hold me.
Let me hold you.
I just want to touch you.
To feel you.
To know that we are together.
Together
in this moment
She kisses me
again
an ending
or a goodbye
or a memory
re-lived for one more
fleeting moment
to be stored forever
imprinted in our skin
in our lips
in our minds
to be written
in a poem
in hopes that she
felt it too
that she
wants
to remember it
too
in hopes that
this memory
is not a memory
is not something to be
stored away
in our minds
in a poem
but instead
something
Lived.
something
Loved.
I am forever
in that Moment
I am forever
loving You.
